The way I tried to stop bingeing? Trying another diet.
The diets would be crazier, and the binges would be more frequent. Soon I was yo-yo’ing upwards of 40 pounds each and every time.
I became obsessed with food. What I was eating currently, the next meal, how I would stave off carbs at the next barbecue, and a few short days (or hours!) later I would magically find myself speeding down the highway hitting every drive thru.
I couldn’t take it anymore, but I couldn’t stop. All I wanted was to be normal around food.